Hai! If you're reading this, then you're probably interested about my life(i'm flattered) so lets get into it:P( I will not be going in detail about most childhood trauma,or maybe even talk about it at all. I also will not be discussing my siblings) Age 5-8 The reason i picked these years to start of with is because this is where things get interesting. So age 5. I started my 5 year old years temporarily in a camper,but it wasn't always like that; I did have a home, I was just sharing it with by grandparents, aunts and uncles and my cousins. We decided to move somewhere different, but we didn't have anywhere to live. My mother and my father ended up getting a divorce. The next time he saw me I was a young lady. A few years later my mother starts dating another man. He was and still is an alcoholic. My mother started battling mental health, along with my sibling and my stepdad. Even with my mum battling such problems, she still managed to be a great mother; she had her bad days (yelling, smashing glass\other objects or just losing her shit) but you know what? Everybody has bad days and shit. By the time I was 5 I developed insecurities,anxiety autism, ADHD and overall suicidal \self harming tendencies. Nothing else really happened so let move on Age 8-9 TW!!!!: Self harm, sexual assault and eating disorders(slight details?) Not much of anything happened when I was 8 except for the fact i was assaulted by a girl my age. Turns out she also had been assaulted. Anyway When I was 9, I had my first boyfriend. His name was Caleb(yes i'm name dropping). He would repetitively attempt to assault me in front of others IN SCHOOL( unconsensual throat grabbing,touching, wall pinning ect) he was also very aggressive with me, he would yell at me, and sometimes even physically aggressive. I'm 100% sure if i was in a room with him alone, he would have raped me. Eventuality, i broke up with him, it was difficult because he would stalk me in the school yard and stuff. Then, I met someone(the loveliest person i have ever seen) we were really good friends, and then we started dating! We're still dating to this day:3 Things got happy right? Wrong. I got assaulted by a family member. Fun stuff. And then, I cut myself for the first time. I still remember it in detail. The knife was blue, I was in the kitchen, it was on my left shoulder. I didn't cry. I didn't even gasp. I showed my partner the next day. They witnessed the beginning of my addition to cutting. Now its time for age 9-10:,) I was starting to go deeper with my i then developed an eating disorder. I would starve all day. My calorie limit was 140 calories per day. I was